皮囊第七季

Effy的人物是接着第四季的，我完全理解她犯的错误，她就是这样的人，热烈并不计代价。。。。

凯西的巴黎经历每个身影每个心情都像我最近的生活，她穿着粉色风衣接着电话频频回头的样子我只能说我太喜欢了。。。

还没看完，这剧给了我完全不一样的感觉，从第一季到最后一季，看完真的让你有种走过了一遍青春的感觉，懂事了，也沉淀了些什么。。

说实话论我对skins的好感仅限于第一二季。

作为一个忠实的弃剧者，skins的好感来源于我根本不想猜出来下一集的剧情发展会是怎么样。

记得我们大一没有网络的时候寝室的四个人挤在一起看盗版碟上的skins，画质很渣但是我们还是看的津津有味。

有些电视剧你会看见它的集数就果断弃之但是skins我只恨它为什么那么短，短到我刚开始喜欢sid它就不见了。

这孩儿我想多唠叨两句，oh，sid，你第一季结尾那首wild world真是把我都唱化了，脏兮兮傻乎乎24小时顶着避孕套帽子的形象真的迷老娘啊就是喜欢这种典型的英国屌丝男啊为毛啊，可惜演了这部剧这孩儿就不知去向，你不去演个啥倒是去唱歌个也行啊那磁性的小声线简直了！！！！！！

好，收回状态。

其实skins一点都不淫荡好么，尤其是cassie，她一直给我的感觉都是pure的，而切是深深的pure。

刚才看有个影评说这剧前后不太接，我倒不觉得可能也是我刚重看了一遍第一季，不然我铁定也把前面的剧情都忘了，cassie的爹是个自由画家，爹妈异常开放，如果没记错这剧第一次露点的就是她妈躺在沙发上让他爹画，cassie的小弟弟也还在襁褓中，编剧后来让cassie对拍她的那个小萌男说有个夏天她企图饿死她自己也是呼应前文的吧。

好，继续回到淫荡这个词上。

每个人都有生理需求，吃饭睡觉和性都是，我估计人喜欢回避性这话题好想应该是这玩应自己不好解决要他人协助，出现其他人就免不了出现背叛，这么一项基本欲求受限多不好，人得多难受，于是人性的弱点和灰暗面多数人就归功于了性，好多题材就都来源于此，skins就是把这个来的直接了点。

不然我还真不太信上高中有男生不看黄片不撸管，说到这点我就想起几个月前去bilbili上看的一个叫关于紫薇的一切的视频，里面就问了好多大学生是否自慰这个问题，有个男童鞋坚决的否认了自己曾经有过，否认的相当坚决搞得看视频的我都为他捏了把汗。

坦诚这东西就是比正经高了一个逼格。

这点我很是赞同。

skins讲的事肯定不会发生在我们身边，但是我们周围逛夜店聊陌陌的人也不少，人家英国有人家的方式，我们中国也有中国的方式，归根结底都差不多。

但是人家拍出来就是skins咱拍出来就是小时代，我们除了泪目就只能咬牙切齿的说“哼，万恶的资本主义”。

哼，万恶的资本主义赐我一个sid吧!

不是最早看skins，却也看了五年了，也是追过最长的一部剧了，也是看的第一部英剧。

记得第一次看这剧的时候，心里直呼，英剧竟然尺度这么大，后来才懂了一个别人讲的道理“英国面前，美国只是假开放。

”记得一辆公交风驰而过，将tony和他未讲完的话撞飞；记得手里拿着水枪和药，在山顶公园长椅上翩翩起舞，想要自杀的cassie记得"傻乎乎"的sid唱着wild world记得chris和jal的生死恋，葬礼上的"Fuck It"记得在纽约街道上奔跑的cassie…………记得依着门，却拉着手的naomi和emily记得不屑世俗的cook大魔王记得effy马路上对着呼啸而过的车辆大喊"I'm not afraid"记得naomi的那句"I love you so much that it's killing me"…………记得rich从重金属到和grace的小清新记得liv的种种辛酸，怒扇mini，和rich在grace墓前的蹦蹦跳跳记得rich听到孩子啼哭声的那句"bye"…………现在，看见两人在医院外，两个相依，只能听见风声和雪的声音看见emily卷着身在naomi怀中哭泣，看见effy一个人背着墙流泪然后看见从泰晤士河放眼望去的冬日伦敦景象看见了和第二季结束一样effy神秘的一笑…………看见cass再也忍不住，落泪看见cass那一张张美翻了的照片再也听不见cass的wow，取而代之的是低压着的背景旋律看见cass从父亲手中接过rueben看见cass坐在伦敦公园的一把长椅上，就像布里斯托尔的那把长椅上…………看见cook手上那个cook的纹身看见犹豫不知是否跳进泳池的cook看见cook的嘶吼大喊看见举枪不定的cook看见最后在雪中越走越远的cook直到最后一片白芒的雪skins的词打在屏幕上，不再是黑屏后再出现的制作者名单不是每一季结束后的演员名单再上tweet上看看，E4的背景图片也已不是skins的宣传照我才想起skins真的就这样结束了我爱skins，不论哪一集，那一代记得刚看skins时，我什么都不知道，也不知道做什么现在，有了目标，有了理想不是想说“skins改变了我”之类的话只是想说：Skins,见证了我的成长或许这就是我喜欢看英剧的原因当我多年以后的某一天再翻出她来看的时候我会回想起当年的我有何感触，生活又是怎样skins正是我对青春的一份寄托累的时候，乏了的时候，可以拿出来说，她陪伴过我的青春或许有些矫情时间真的在改变我们想想当初看skins我们的感受，现在呢？

想想当初看skins我们的模样，再看看现在。

不过time's changing everyone？

NOtime HAS changed everyone.AND moretime's still changing everyoneandbye

还记得看skin前几部是好几年前的事了，那时候刚接触20岁来澳的腐国爱尔兰那一代的青年男女，清楚记得他们之间互相借”skin”卷草的画面，或许是我对“错过”的一些青春那些的叛逆方式的美好遐想。

当时看一二季觉得Cassie在其他人面前的反应表现的很假，很虚伪，很窒息，Sid 很真实很纯粹。

时隔多年又来看第7部，却发现原来自己有时也会这样，infj的那种说不出来的感觉吧，沉浸在自己的精神家园里，独自享受那种美好，不被打扰，也不想制造冲突，只言片语的瞬间却百感交集，第三四集pure制造的世界很唯美，很平静，但又有万般情绪向我涌来。

很难得有闲情去共情这种感受，就像歌词里的，有太多人太多事夹在我们之间咆哮，杂讯太多信号弱连风吹都要干扰……

Effy's going to jail, Naomi's going to die, Emily's going to be even worse than death. Most of the viewer of the last episode of skins, cannot cope with tragic endings like that, including me at least for a while. For me, personally, it's not the death or prison that bothers the most, it is the non-dramatic way of telling almost nonchallently, of the most tragic ending that one can think of is happening right in front our eyes while pretend not a big deal of it. Instead of showing meanings to us, all is simply impled by. Those viewers seek for some kinda closure of the whole skins series aren't gonna get it, for there left so many lose ends; those who hope for drama aren't gonna get it, disappointed by its realistic telling of dramatic event and its anti-clamax of an ending; Those who expect twists and turns would surprise and flip at the extreme lack of it. Despite all that, we should decide to love it, after all that is the end we get in life.The first thing needs to be clarified is that television becomes no less inferior than literature these days, at least for some good television shows like Skins, it is true. A fact we need to come to terms with. And as no sensible readers would curse the writer and demand him to rewrite an ending that he doesn't like, television is not an negotiation as well. For those who think it is, well you are so self-involved to hook on the delusion of it. That's the sole lie the life-shows nowadays are depending on you to believe, a conviction that the power's in your own hand. For Christ sake, what a convenient flattering that is! As sensible viewers, we see right through it, we accept what we got and try to appreciate the beauty of it.After all, Skins fire. As the title suggests, it is about lights, destruction and rebirth. And a terrible beauty is born. Adulthood is such a terrible beauty. Especially for Effy, once aloof, indifferent, omniscient goodness in her little circle, washed by fire, and reborn into human. Of course, there's some sacrifice along the way. So walking out of paradise full of drugs, parties and hormones, here she is, taking three steps of becoming human as we know it.Step one, compassion."I want to feel something, I want to be hurt! Come and hit me!" The girl ran into the middle of the street and exclaimed a death wish in front of world. That's near the ending of Effy's teenage years, almost the last we see her. Since then, apparently, the wish has come true. In fire, we see Effy's feeling, invisible as it always is, all over the place. The way she bites her finger nails watching Naomi on stage doing shitty comedy and being laughed at, the way she cries when being yielded at the truth of Naomi's illness, the way she goes blank hearing the doctor said the drug doesn't work and the way stares Naomi lying on the CT scan thereafter runs out of room, and the way she panics holding Naomi in her arms puking all over the place-- we never have seen Effy going through all levels of emotions before, not merely for herself, but for her best friend, for Naomi and Emily. With herself, she can be tough, takes it on her own: "I am fine", when Naomi asks she used three words as such to conclude it, even if she's not. Far from doing nothing, as Naomi accuses her to be, she's doing everything she could to hold it together, being tough for her, can't stop feeling for her but has to conceal it for her. That is not sth she told us, That's sth we sense. For those who love Naomi and Emily with such a bias to take in everything they say, myself included, might look beyond the surface and see they are blocked by own individuality as well. In fact, compassion is all Effy is in fire, "she has such big love inside of her, just needs to be let out, and the possibility to let out scares the hell of her" Effy's mom knows her nature well. Well, at least she smiles at the end, typical Effy smile, as if to say "you don't know me at all", or maybe this time, it says: "I can feel after all, i feel something". Compassion we know that is what makes us all human, and from the moment she feels it, Effy is no longer mysterious and inappoachable fairie, she is one of us, human. Step two, mortality.Naomi's death really provided an occasion for mourning, mourning for the beauty being tragically destroyed. It is sad, true. But it is sensible, as we consider it. After all it becomes a tradition of skins, to kill one favorite character at a time of generation. And for generation 2, Freddie is definitely not the most favorite one. It is the thing had between Naomi and Emily that makes the most wonderful thing that the make-believe world of skins had created for us. And let's face it, the most beautiful thing as it always, is irreplacable. There's no carnation for that, no reborn in it (as they are lesbians) therefore, it is immortal. This is the reason they can't survive the mortal world of adulthood. One of them has to be destroyed, and the other along with it. And as if killing our favorite couple isn't cruel enough, Effy needs to witness and learn from the tragic of all this, to see the only positive unyielding love that exists in her past world being worn out by an incurable disease of mankind. From the moment her best friend told her the illness, Effy knows it's gonna go down like this, she knows it too well, so she can't stand watching Naomi pretend like nothing and make fun of herself in a comedy, yet she complains in the most minute ways, pissing Naomi about the rent which essentially means the burden all weighs down on her- she needs to be the rock, and it's fucking hard. Neither can she offer comforts to her like innocent Dom, cause she knew it better, the truth hurts so much that she can't fathom a way to act it otherwise. Again, like I said, Mortality takes its toll, for Effy, it is the farewell paid to the old world of her past with Naomily in it, a burning ritual she has to experience descending to the world of works in her fantasy, a brave new world of men. And Naomily is the sacrifice, given that Homosexuality implies in literature a longing for death in itself. The poet and beauty must die, so the rest of us can keep on living.Step three, helplessness.At times we can't help but wonder why things always go terribly wrong with Effy, no matter how fucking together they all seem in the first glimpse! The onmiscent soul of this childhood circle stumbles way out of their idealistic small world and find she's merely a tool used by more onmiscent forces way sophisticated than she is. Helplessness is the condition of humanity. It breaks her charm, make her helpless. Emily says: "We idolized her." Cook's fucking Dad: "You are too pretty for your own good, that's why you destroy everything you touch." Such are the contrast between surface and core of Effy. Lights and destruction all sealed in one, waiting to be born. And in skins fire, it burst alive. It is interesting to note that in retrospect, everyone around Effy ends in various tragic ways: her parents separated, her brother got hit by a car, Freddie got killed and Cook went down for his revenge, and we thought Naomily is the only exception for they are special, how naive we are! There's a certain helpless gravity for tragic in Effy that makes her so appealing and at once so heartending. It almost seems nothing stays with her, under circumstances like that one almost certainly can't help but hold itself to blame. God knows how she serectly took the fault herself for all lost in life! In front of the mass of life, for the first time, we see her had no clue about what to do? It is Naomi in sick bed push some sense in her again, "Seriously what do we got, Effy? Well, I am going to die, what you gonna do? " That probably reminds her who she is and should be. After that, we see her picking up Emily at airport, possibly she called her up and reveal the truth as she should in the first place; then she made deal with victoria to tell on boss under sole condition that dom is untouched. She made the right choice eventually, as she used to be. Better late than never, taking responsibility for what she did like a fucking adult. It takes her edge off, which still makes me angry, not at her, but at the fucking real world of ours that rounded with such a flame in the first place. Yet the most helpless as it always was in Effy is the fact that she has to play the help all her life, which means no one helps Her, that she is truly THE most helpless one. That leads to off-putting love affair with her boss. But seriously cut her some slack, please. Leave aside the fact that boss is adulthood look-alike of Freddie, probably an unintended happy coincidence, she's lonely, and extremely so after a load of pressure landed on her, taking care of best friend mentally and financially, watchig them being happy and all that. What do we expect her to do, instead of cutting herself and going mental in the bathroom, isn't it much healthy distraction to find a man to love and entertain a little fantasy that somebody got her back? Dom and Boss, she picked the one who pays her rent, so that Naomi didn't have to. And that, for me, makes character of Eff, most lovable and lamentable beyond all.The Effy who used to smile her mysterious smiles that says "you don't know me at all", still smiles at us in the end. Is it sort of mock or self mock? for many a thousand viewers shall this, her mock, mock out of their retardness after seeing all she went through still don't see who the hell she is; mock herself from dreaming our world to be hers therefore making effort to it; mock grown-ups down, and others yet ungotten and unborn that shall have cause to curse the city that bereaves her Eden and beloved from earth.Skins fire comes to an end. The followings, in this order, comes pure and rise. It is interesting to note that in the trailor the order has been rearenged: it should be rise, fire, and pure. That is to say the actually serie begins in the medres, classic order of story telling. And it should be expected to return to rise in a circle, suggesting to a eternal reoccurrence of the proccess. Therefore, we have reasons to believe fire is the brutalest one, perhaps things would pick up tone a bit: in pure, it might smooth out a bit, going for depth; rise probably going to be full of struggles but worth it. But eventually, as the trailor so artisticaly hints at: three individual under one skin, going through phases, transforming into one another's life. Step by step, we walk out of ourself, into hers, into his then eventually back to our own skins. All change and changed utterly, a terrible beauty is born.

咬牙看完了skins的最后一季。

早就下好了，一直没有看，可能是害怕触动心中的某些情绪吧。

毕竟从初二，到现在大二，真的仿佛陪我走过了一个青春，像是在哈利波特中度过的童年。

现在再想起来，很多东西，不管是片里还是片外，随着年月流逝，都已纷纷不见。

哭哭笑笑，转眼已七年。

想起看第一季时，还是在放寒假在姐姐家里边假模假式的打开假期作业，边贪婪的望向电脑屏幕，看着一群恣意妄为的英国少年们尽情挥霍青春，不想明天，不念未来，只是享乐于当下。

开始只是被片中面容姣好的男孩女孩们和另类乖张的剧情所吸引，后来，好像渐渐沉入了一个深不见底的漩涡之中，无法自拔。

一二季的人物，可能是我寄予感情最深的吧。

或许是先入为主，但是一想起一些情节，仍然觉得无法释怀。

tony永远整洁的衣服明朗的笑容微歪的嘴角，，长身玉立的站在任何地方，永远优秀永远完美无缺永远的万人迷，却在妹妹effy被劫时手足无措，在寒冷的夜抱着effy踏着一步一步的苦痛。

sid,傻乎乎的sid，天真老实的virgin sid，深爱着好朋友的女友的sid，戴着无檐帽在公车上绝望地唱着oh baby baby it's a wild world 的sid，对tony大喊着i love you 的sid。

在你身上，我看到了那个倔强而怯懦的自己。

永远的天使cassie在风中奔跑，在长椅上翩翩起舞，一次次试图接近爱的人，却一次次错过，被伤害。

chris，提起他现在感觉键盘上的手指还是会颤抖一下。

他放浪形骸的生活下却隐藏着无比的深情，无论是对angie还是jal，只是生活一次又一次在给他短暂的快乐之后施以无比的黑暗。

三四季，少年们更加放肆的生活下也隐藏着无比的寂寞空虚。

effy，有了自己独立的生活之后，不再是那个一言不发看似乖乖女实则叛逆的人肉布景。

家庭破碎后在愈加自我的生活里寻找存在的意义，在车水马龙的马路上大喊出i'm not afraid ，孤独的皮囊怎能用华丽的人生掩盖。

像是naomi和emily，隔着一扇门安静的握住对方的手。

那些试探和考验，分隔不开两颗本应属于对方的心。

freddie，他的离开出乎意料，那个能把滑板玩的那么好看真挚地用力的去爱的帅气少年，却成了险恶用心的陪葬。

cook大魔王，我在他身上看到了chris的影子，当他肆无忌惮的笑着，游走在校园，丝毫不畏惧任何人之时。

只是，cook毕竟不是chris。

chris只是用他的方式生活着，但cook是需要别人去关注，去热爱，然后不顾一切的逃离。

always,you and me.他对effy说。

五六季并没有完整的看过，在此，不予置评。

第七季，算是给我们这些始终挂念前面人物的铁粉们，一个不算很完整的后续。

effy行走职场，伪装高冷，实则稚嫩。

naomi安于现状，伪装坚强，实则脆弱。

cassie安静生活，伪装快乐，实则隐痛。

cook混迹社会，伪装成熟，实则怯懦。

原来，在经历青春的洗礼之后，我们都变成了当时自己所鄙夷的那类人。

岁月呼啸而过，带走张狂，带走疼痛，只留一脸茫然的我们站在原地。

七年，以一个狼狈的姿态逃离青春。

附：wild world 歌词Now that I`ve lost everything to you 如今我失去了你的一切　　You say you wanna start something new你说你想开始新的旅程　　And it`s breaking my heart you`re leaving你的离开深深刺伤了我的心　　Baby, I`m grieving宝贝 我伤心到了极点　　But if you wanna leave,take good care 如果你真的要走，请保重　　Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear 我希望你带走一切美好的东西　　But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there一切一切美好的东西 把痛苦和悲伤统统给我　　Ooh,baby,baby,it`s a wild world噢 宝贝 宝贝 这是个狂野的世界　　It`s hard to get by just upon a smile 仅仅靠微笑是很难应付的　　Ooh,baby,baby,it`s a wild world噢 宝贝 宝贝 这是个狂野的世界　　I`ll always remember you like a child,girl 我会永远记得你天真的模样 姑娘　　You know I`ve seen a lot of what the world can do 我已经经历了许多世间的沧桑　　And it`s breaking my heart in two这使我心碎不已　　Cause I never wanna see you sad,girl 因为我不愿见你伤心难过，姑娘　　Don`t be a bad girl不要成为坏女孩　　But if you wanna leave,take good care 如果你真的要走 请保重　　Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there 希望你能在外面世界结交更多益友　　But just remember there`s a lot of bad and beware但是记得那里潜在着危险 请小心　　Ooh,baby,baby,it`s a wild world噢 宝贝 宝贝 这是个狂野的世界　　It`s hard to get by just upon a smile 仅仅靠微笑是很难应付的　　Ooh,baby,baby,it`s a wild world噢 宝贝 宝贝 这是个狂野的世界　　I`ll always remember you like a child,girl 我会永远记得你天真的模样 姑娘

Effy the same, others the same. As skins season is back, the same somehow is and isn't the exact description giving the circumstances do change as they always are.There's always an Effy and the other in one's hearts. This is one thing doesn't change. Effy sits quite deep in thought in the middle of a room of the wasted, indifferent, independent the Effy who is observant and insightful of nature of things, and always sides with the truthful ones: friends with Naomi of the justice, with Pandora of the innocent, when everyone shuns in one way or other JJ's honesty, Effy is the only one that embraced it and returned with the same. Now though grown up, Effy still Effy, accasionally rises in defence for poor dom, spitting fire to the mean malice forces. She always stands up in moment like that, moment that a rightful decision need to be made, and on behalf of others and herself, she always made it right. Or she thought she did, with so much convinction that bring us all on board.The others around her are necessarily complimentary reflections of the multiple facets in the same person. It's no surprise Naomi's now in a bad shape because she stays who she was, after all she's never been the normal kind of smart anyway, she's smart the way Effy is, her judgment piercing through the essence of things, tearing off masks faked by Effy and Cook, and love for who they really are behind the walls, the vulnerable Effy and tender Cook. She even shares Effy's fear, fear for true love that would hurt and kill, therefore she cheats on Emily the same way Effy fucks Cook instead of Freddie. For the unmistakenable alikeness, no wonder she and effy becomes close.Yet it is their distinction that sets them apart. One of unyielding, the other flexible. The real world tends to favor the latter and leave the former beaten down, as it turns out. I am not sure which one should be accounted more lucky though. Probably sharing my doubt, there is Effy struggling in deep water, shifting between dreams and reality, between crazy dancing floor and big bad world of work. The fancy dance sequence is just a form of ideas, not necessarily happened for real, given that it's highly unlikely that she would still have streighth to go clubbing after an exalting day of work. But we have to give it up for that gesture, a hint at where she came from and still wanna be. Same old Effy, still the same, never change. But the brilliant of the show is how the inside struggle is subtly concealed. Instead of the cliche of pouring out emotions to appeal to the audience, it only suggests to mass of a turmoil underneath a tip of iceburg that being shown. "No one breaks my heart" is what Effy used to say. Rather it could be rephrased: no one sees my heart's breaking. The girl who thinks she knows it all but at times gets herself in situations she couldn't possibly handle. And this time again, she's slipping into a sprialing down without forseeing it.No matter how Effy's story ends, it is about time. Time to have an end. Those young crazy and rebelious kids, full of attitude and character, coming to age, face their ends. It's better to end them tragically. After all, skins is all about dark and twisted. What is more beautiful than the beauty being ruined. The ruined beauty lives forever. Effy Stonem and the other, under one's skins. My skins.

从一二年冬天开始追skins 不到一年把新出的完结季全部追完 遗憾的是给我的影响当然不如那些追了四五年的大 但也为他们糜烂的青春狂喜过 也为他们稍纵即逝的绚烂哭过 也会看完每两季每一代skins都要稍作停顿刷几天豆瓣看影评缓缓神才能继续下去完结季出完的时候一直下好在电脑里舍不得看 不能想象等到看完七季skins的时候我必须要告别什么 会有多不舍 time's changing everyone昨天中午终于看完最后一集 cook说i m fucking cook就像他手上的cook纹身 就像第四季最后一集cook为freddie找变态心理医生报仇的时候i m fucking cook 就像第四季katie跟着妈妈去应酬面对客人的奚落奋起i m fucking katie fitch于是cook说and that s all i ve got to say about it 在雪地中 镜头越拉越远 skins rise 很冷的色调 再也没有黑色的背景和霓虹色的名单出现 于是skins这部剧彻底结束了 一直以来我只能以一种复杂的感受以一种局外人的姿态去观看布里斯托的天空下这群快要飞起来的少年 截图发人人 记台词改签名 设置各种封面背景图 混豆瓣看影评 下原声反复听 像很多追skins的人 这部剧真的会改变人很多 跟之前的很多个人比较喜欢的英国类似题材作品像trainspotting，a clockwork orange，submarine相比 是很大的突破 对人物性格的刻画也深刻了很多 可能是因为skins第一代一二季太经典 以至于很多人都对后来的皮二代皮三代失望愤而弃剧 而对于我来说 就像每一季每一集的经典片头曲 每一季都是相同的调 但却会从形似管风琴的华丽 到加了很多重节奏的电音 每一代都有他们的特色 从每个人身上观众都或多或少的能找到自己或者身边人的影子 前一秒可能还在跟着剧里面各种swearing骂着bitch，wanker，twat，pussy 下一秒却因为谁毫无征兆的死去心都碎了总之 看了七季skins 心绪很复杂很乱 现尽力冷静下来理理思绪 瞎写一些感触 怕以后给忘了 纯属个人观点 不喜勿喷（当然身边skins的死忠脑残粉也不多皮一代：fuck it，for chris--说实话我最先喜欢的人物是sid 可能是tony effy兄妹俩太拽太优越让人莫名生厌 相反呆头呆脑一无是处懦弱迟钝 整天做tony的小跟班 只能对着自己的女神michelle撸的sid让人觉得有点可爱 不得不提演sid父的皮卡叔#即将出任doctor who 12th真是让人期待# 虽然不是重点 但是死的时候想想父子情还是蛮感人的 也特别理解sid发现自己爸爸死的时候不知所措只能默默的去上学 也特别能感受到sid爸死之前那个晚上的爆发其实是暗示了什么很多人不喜欢michelle 觉得她配不上演tony的女友 个人觉得这个人物性格不太鲜明 性欲很强 当然也有十分勇敢的时候大家都喜欢cassie 这么一个有厌食症 强迫症 嗑药很多 很瘦 很爱笑 故意不吃东西只想引起注意 穿衣服很好看 小兔牙很可爱的女孩子 总是能莫名的激起观众的保护欲 特别是她那么喜欢sid可sid却迟钝不领情 cassie应该是一个其实内心还比较强大的孩子 或者说也许是经历的事情使她成长为强大 一二季中的cassie带出了太多经典镜头 记得她在小山丘上的长椅上拿小水枪吞药自杀 记得她和sid的第一次见面两个人在蹦床上小孩般玩耍 记得她为了和sid的第一次约会精心打扮却在sid家等来了晚归一身呕吐物的sid 记得她（以为自己）收到写着eat的短讯穿着白底彩色小马的裙子兴奋地跑回家 记得她脖子上挂着毛绒小猴子和sid侧卧在沙发上对sid说你的老二顶着我了sid却还在想到底应该怎么回答michelle问自己她的tits是不是不一样大的问题 记得第一季最后一集所有人都是mess sid唱着cat stevens的wild world终于在长椅上找到cassie相信所有人都瞬间治愈了 经典场景一多 太仙的小女孩就变得有点不可亵玩 只能观赏 不巧这又是一个选择逃避的小女孩 从布里斯托到苏格兰到纽约 好在到了第七季完结篇cassie变得务实多了 只是喜欢对着窗户跳脱衣舞这一点真是让人有点接受不能（从skins第一季第一集就开始深刻反映英国女性这一特殊爱好）重头戏：最喜欢的jal和chris chris的出场就注定了他这么一个玩世不恭纵欲过多嗑药淫乱的角色 不知道是本来编剧对这样的角色描写就很深刻还是因为个人特别在意 chris这个角色让人觉得很了解 包括他不管不问只偏心死去的哥哥的爸爸 选择放弃和逃避的妈妈 各方面很优秀感情很好却因为遗传病死去的哥哥 墙壁上贴满药盒的房间 跟着磕伟哥的金鱼最后死了还要丢一颗药下去陪葬 曾经苦苦追求的心理老师angie 于是当他挥霍了所有妈妈留下的钱蜷曲在衣柜里的时候 当tony问他打算怎么办他故意扯开话题的时候 当他把金鱼丢进下水道说see you later mate的时候 当他被流浪汉赶出家门坦然赤身走在街道上的时候 当他离开父亲的住所跑到哥哥的墓地低声哭泣的时候 当他说fuck it的时候 当他一无所有拿着angie送的水杯装的金鱼就着水吃药把第一个药盒钉在宿舍的墙上的时候 不管他平时多么不以为意或者他愿意坦诚的纵情声色或者可以的游戏人生 我想到头来他心里还是一个敏感脆弱缺爱认真的人吧 最in a mess的人是他 可是他总是让人觉得他过得最high最无所谓it s kinda easy when you ve got nothing because nothing can t be taken away from you 再到jal 虽然没有特别刻意的描写 但是纵观剧中 最善解人意最懂事最直率最正能量的是她（真是不小心每一代的黑人女孩子都让我很有好感）最后说他们的感情 其实私认为chris是很专一很重情义的人 当然之前对angie也是真的彻底放下了 chris把钱挥霍一空的时候和jal一块儿喝牛奶两人嘴唇上白白的那个场景绝对是暗示了什么 当他们约定不能说no不能说fuck的那一幕真是太暖心 后来chris画漫画挽回jal穿上正装开始为了他们努力工作真是太感人 可惜最终还是在铺满落叶的分岔路口分别太美太虐心 chris病危母亲都不忍心见他最后一面cassie手中的牛奶撒了一地"Do you know what hurts most about a broken heart?""Not being able to remember how you felt before"穿着monkey man tee的chris终于记起了他爱的人的名字安心离开人世笑得像一个孩子fuck it i ll do it my way and the people that love me will understand why i m doing it because they love me fuck it以jal在chris葬礼上的悼辞做结尾 i ve been thinking about what chris would have wanted me to say today the advice he d give me which would be something like 'you know what babe, fuck it, these guys know all about me. tell them about something different.' so i thought i d say something about a hero of chris's, a man called captain joe katanga. in 1960, climbing into a foil balloon, captain joe ascended 32 km into the stratosphere, and then,armed only with a parachute, he jumped out. hefell for 4 min and 36 sec, reaching 740mph, before opening his parachute 5 km above the earth. it had never been done before. and has never been done since. he did it just because he could, and that s why chris loved him. because the thing about chris was he said yes, he said yes to everything. he loved everyone. he was the bravest boy, man, i knew. and that was he flung himself out of a foil balloon everyday, because he could, because he was. and that s why we loved him---皮二代：everything s so fragile--皮二代不知怎么的找不到中文字幕版连英文字幕都没有 之后就着各种口音看的有点不明就里 特别是cook口音很乡土但是很有味道freddie一出场就认出他啦 米兰达里面的侍应生嘛 jj很可爱 cook很闹腾一开始很讨厌cook 在外面闯祸很多 虽然很多人说他有chris的影子 但是闹事太多 每次还要freddie去挽救场面 不得不说freddie真是一个还不错的人 负责任 有原则 会照顾人 相比之下cook显得轻浮 不负责任 自我中心 纵欲过度连lesbian都不放过 看到那么多人喜欢他真是不能理解还觉得自己绝壁不会喜欢这样的人物 可到后来发现他真是一个牛逼哄哄的角色 具体人物性格特点就不过多分析了 cook → wanker，混世大魔王！

很多人奉effy为女神 但私认为effy后来疯掉太突然太矫情实在不太能接受 effy的确是挺美挺有气质但不好意思我就觉得她绿茶婊了 我就觉得三个火枪手为了他闹翻freddie被整死cook受伤不值！

曾经特别喜欢naomi奉之为女神 但到第四季她面对失手害死的女孩子没有像cook那样挺身而出（这就是我喜欢cook的原因虽然后来也越狱了）而是选择了逃避 只好打了点负分对于fitch双胞胎的出场还真是有美国迪斯尼青春片的赶脚 katie也是有点贱贱的 但总归还是两个很可爱的女孩子关于这一代的情感纠葛真是不想多说 以cook为freddie报仇说的话做结尾i got no sence, i m a fucking waste of space, i m just a stupid kid, a criminal, i m no fucking use, i m nothing, so please get it into your bonce. and i m cook---皮三代：we are mess, we are failures, and we love it初看第五季的时候真是挺失望的 虽说我本不是特别容易被演员长相影响追剧的人 但是剧情也太像迪斯尼青春片了吧！

干脆让林赛罗翰或者希拉里达芙来演演还能怀念一下童年！

最初让我抱了很大期待的franky 原本还是一个挺可爱挺有才气的女孩子 可惜到后来勾搭上汉子以后真是变成了彻头彻尾的bitch！

正如mini说 我们还是比较喜欢她性向不明的样子 看到第六集的时候真是让人咽不下这口气 虽然我并不喜欢matty 但是把grace的死全归咎到他身上也太冤了吧！

不是luke长得帅就可以到处害人的好嘛！

matty明明是想保护franky好嘛！

明明是franky太神经质太bitchy好嘛！

为什么到后面matty众叛亲离！

franky冲上去扇他耳光还理直气壮的！

bitch！

drama queen！

最初并不是太喜欢mini典型的美国青春校园queen bee 但其实内心很多无奈 最后和alo在一起太可爱太感人 也变得很坚强很懂事最初也不太喜欢liv 典型的wannabe 但后来不小心成了这一代我最喜欢的角色原因我不小心忘了 只是她扇mini耳光跪在马路上吐的时候真是太虐心太爽了grace和rich 不好意思整部skins所有的黑人女孩子我都喜欢 这一对真是太小清新了 rich你还是别听金属了听后摇去吧（另第五季讲rich搞金属那一集真是笑尿了有人觉得grace死后rich的反应过于平淡 可是其实越平淡越让人觉得他伤得挺重的 正如cook在第七季中说 you think you know death. but you don t not until you ve seen it. really seen it. and it gets under your skin and lives inside you. you also think you know life. you stand on the edge of things and watch it go by, but you re not living it. not really. you re just a tourist. a ghost. and then you see it. really see it. and it gets under your skin and lives inside you, and there s no escape. there s nothing to be done, and you know what? it s goood. it s a good thing. and that s all i ve got to say about it.第七季：time s changing everyone-第七季没能听到熟悉的片头曲有点失望fire：不想多说effy 她成长成了那个样子很符合情理 那个给她补习的金融天才太有代入感了刚从submarine片场来咩emily和naomi一点都没变的样子只是naomi太令人痛心一直很喜欢naomi 之前看过一篇影评 才知道原来这种欣赏或许来自感同身受 “再来说说naomi，三四季里优秀而正能量的她，在fire里成了useless stoner，落差确实很大，什么改变了她？

什么都没能改变她，她的正义凛然她的坚守原则她的孤独跟倔强，不都好好地放在那里吗？

不管什么场合不管你是哪个大人物，让老娘陪笑怎么也做不到，你们这群人就是disgusting，你堵住我的嘴我也要说我也要大声说，就他娘的一辈子看不惯你们，老娘偏不尿你们这壶，Fuck you all.跟世俗的格格不入，让她选择了单口相声，那个‘shit hole’处在社会最底层，几乎跟社会脱节，每天来的都是些不如意的loser，看似毫无逻辑，但或许只有这样的工作，naomi才愿意去做，说说三俗笑话也比被社会磨平棱角要好。

如此强大冷酷的现实，都没能够动摇naomi哪怕一点点，难道不值得钦佩吗，难道没有看到她竞选学生会主席时的倔强跟正义吗？

可就因为她太脱俗了，反被现实抛弃了，她就是那个在理想跟现实中踩空的人，不知道skins原创们是不是要告诉我们这个道理，才硬生生的把她写死了，‘一个完美理想主义者一个坚守原则不趋于世俗的人终将枯萎’”（原帖http://tieba.baidu.com/p/2456606657?pid=35427380351&cid=0#）pure拍的好明亮好有法国片的fu cassie变成熟了开始承担家庭的责任了也不嗑药了 为威尔士的海和jacob点赞rise以cook的自述引入编排很棒 emma挺好的 charlie好讨厌啊 作为每一季原声都要下下来听的死忠脑残粉 第七季最后一集在树林里逃跑的饶舌我真是无力吐槽 完全不能契合好嘛！

虽然你很火 嗯我就是最讨厌嘻哈 给结尾的雪景一个赞吧nothing s solid, everything s fantasy. fucked. an illusion-慢慢写下来才发现 原来给我感触最深的其实还是皮一代 不管怎么说 追完skins 有些东西也必须随之完结 我们也要学会在骂fate is a fickle bitch的时候 sort your shit out there

这一篇评论仅仅，也完全是关于Cassie一个人的。

如果她不曾答应Sid，你不会了解她的未来会怎样。

或许Tony那样的人精不是每个人都能做到的，所以几年后，一个工作在餐桌前的Cassie就是一个必然了。

再没有Wow，没有Perfect...只有欠饱和的画面，一种暮光初起，还带着雾气的氛围始终贯穿着整段故事。

比起青春期时的Cassie，那种亮丽清晰的画面变得朦胧又冷淡。

仿佛人生就是如此的不确定，青春的色彩已经退去，如Cassie自己说的那样，一直在等待，曾经拒绝了一个要求，No or forever。

面对着也曾等待，已经堕落的maddie说出的，life is fucked up，Casseie忍不住落下泪来。

是啊，被偷拍又怎样，被偷窥又怎样？

只要留下美丽的回忆，仿佛一切都没有白过。

“女人就不能只跟男人做好朋友么？

”Cassie问，“当然可以，上过床之后...”maddie吐着烟说。

回到那个曾经响起wild world的场景，Cassie静静的坐在椅子上，接受了同事的鼓励，转身回到家中见了父亲，接过抚养弟弟的重担，接着她继续等待的未来...没有什么青春不可以被忘，唯有不清不楚的未来才是最让人痛苦的。

PS. 吐槽EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM这镜头绝不是个可以偷拍而不被发现的镜头，至少在5D mark III上不行；此外，镜头的价格只是机身的三分之一...好吧，我又脱线了，但是照片拍的真心好，比后来的中画幅拍的强一万倍...

第一次看skins是09年，那年我大二，当时已经出到了第三季。

有个朋友很喜欢这部剧，也一直推荐我看。

一天逛校园资源论坛的时候看到一个1-2季的合辑时候，下载完才开始看。

当时年轻些，和多数人看到的一样，觉得skins就是讲一群荷尔蒙分泌旺盛的青少年，开了一场青春狂欢的爬梯。

在这些角色和情结中，我们可以代入很多，比如对酒精的沉迷，对性爱的追求，甚至对大麻和烟草的依赖，还有如Cassie对Sid无可奈何的Forever love。

那时我希望自己可以和他们一样，对家庭和父母的期待无所顾忌，甚至背离宗教和信仰，不管学校，不顾未来，只为青春，只为狂欢。

从第三季开始，在评论下说要弃剧的人越来越多。

我们对每两季换一批角色的设定不习惯，也更愿意相信第一二季的角色并没有离开。

但是即便嫌弃，也这么两季两季的看下来了，并且越看越清晰。

我开始认为编剧父子不仅仅是在讲荷尔蒙而已，而每两季都会有人死去，更像是编剧试图在以这种深刻的方式叙述他们想要对世界和青少年的看法。

不和睦的家庭、精神疾病、性取向、药物滥用和死亡，每一个话题单独拎出来都很沉重，skins把它们都囊括进来。

在第六季中Mini看着宝宝的那个挣扎表情，让我震惊到流泪。

每个人心底都怀着最纯真的善意，对家人，对后代，这些感情都能够在每一季中看到。

Mini父母离异，她的妈妈经常和不同的男人来往，甚至在家里大声做爱。

她从破处开始就面临着选择，被朋友甚至男朋友认可，还是做一个特立独行的处女。

Mini之后怀孕走投无路找到爸爸，习惯逃脱责任的爸爸成最后一点希望，却最终也将她置于不顾。

Alo从得知Mini怀孕之后被惊吓到躲起来，Mini一个人去堕胎的时候看着宝宝的样子强忍着眼泪还是哭了出来。

原本，Mini的家庭可以不破裂，她可以成为一个很优秀的女生，她可以不怀孕，她可以不要去面对要不要生下小孩的抉择。

家庭破裂是被选择的，拥有怎样的青春是自己选择的，进行有保护措施的性爱是可以选择的，生小孩是一切选择之后产生的选择。

所以，skins这些戏，这些一个个的悲剧和短暂的狂欢，是源于我们自己一个又一个的选择。

翻skins的照片，除了很多人说弃剧，还有很多人说第七季烂。

可是skins究竟讲的是什么，是嬉皮，是大麻，是酒精，是性，是青春，是狂欢？

每个人都有自己的解读。

Skins是这一切，又不仅仅是这一切。

我们的青春的状态，源于家庭，源于社区，源于社会，也终究源于自己。

如果家庭完整些，如果不是管教太宽松或是太严格，他们不会想要从传统中剥离出来。

如果学校负责职业规划的大姐能再专业些，没准能安排好几个学生的生计。

如果对爱情能够有所理解，Sid对Cassie的爱应该会有更多的回应。

男孩特别是卢瑟尔对女神模样的女孩情有独钟，好像流了很多年的哈喇子，一旦有机会一定要上位，并且有多久待多久，还必须的念念不忘，特别骄傲。

不管Cassie对他的爱有多深，似乎也看不到Cassie身上的美。

讽刺的是，Cassie在第七季成了一位万众瞩目的模特。

我很喜欢第七季，我觉得第七季升华了skins一直在叙述的庞杂的青春轶事。

青春时期因为各种原因，他们选择了一种极端开放的姿态绽放青春，甚至因此而被逼面对死亡。

第七季中，曾经年轻的人不再年少，Effy开始穿得像office lady，精通Excel，和boss打得火热。

虽然在烦心的夜晚也会换上衣服去夜店跳一跳，但是Effy已经长大了，她和每个人一样都长大了。

她不再因为别人的选择而精神分裂，她的生活开始由自己掌控。

她选择怎么对待爱她的人和她爱的人，而她选择和大多数的年轻女孩一样，对帅气多金的boss情有独钟，利用爱她的可怜男孩取得情报，并且被boss利用完之后抛弃，以及让爱她的男孩溃不成军。

这些都是她自己选择的结果。

很多人接受不了Effy蹲号子，但你可以是Effy，你在你长大之后，在你面对这种利益抉择的时候，能够拿她做反面例子，做另一个正确的选择，那么Effy这个号子就蹲得有价值。

对Cassie在第七季中的故事，还是没能给安排一个真爱，多少是有些怨念的。

但是大家都挺开心的，毕竟大家心爱的女神成了模特，前途明朗。

仔细想想，Cassie在很多时候都很冷静，比如即便孤独也拒绝滥交，以及在第一次为高端杂志做模特时拒绝中年多金男的毒品，少有朋友却不过多参与妓女邻居的邀请。

她的生活并没有糟到没办法解开，她有美而不自知的特质，并且心系家庭。

这样的女孩应该得到幸运的眷顾，而且编剧确实是这么做的。

Cook的故事很沉重，在前面他为Freddie杀死一位变态的心理医生，并在第七季中一边逃亡一边做一位毒贩子。

逃亡的时间，Cook有很多思考的时间，编剧也把他从没大脑的种马转变为有思想有担当的男人。

Cook在第七季中面对了很多艰难的选择，并且每一个选择都能将他指向险要的境地。

Charlie要Cook和他做爱，Cook第一次拒绝免去他一开始的杀身之祸，第二次因为Charlie提起他的往事没有拒绝，却将她这个定时炸弹绑在了身边，并最终害死了相爱的Emma。

但Cook没有再杀死boss，是对此前杀人罪行的自我救赎。

结局很多人不喜欢，因为剧从青春中起，就应该从青春中落。

比如青春应该完美，Effy不应该蹲号子；青春应该有爱情，Cassie应该和Sid团聚；青春应该张扬跋扈，Cook应该杀死boss并且和bitch私奔。

但这一切都没有发生，因为我们成长了，我们应该思考，做出一些正确的选择，为自己的人生开路。

Cook最后的独白you think you know deathbut you don'tuntil you've seen itreally seen itand it gets under your skin and lives inside youyou also think you know lifeyou stand on the edge of things and watch it go bybut you are not living itnot reallyyou're just a tourista ghostand then you see itreally see itand it gets under your skin and lives inside youand there's no escapethere's nothing to be done, and you know what?it's good, it's a good thingand that's all I've got to say about it.