实习医生格蕾第七季

看到第七季，我才发现他们有官方网站，而且网站上面每集都有关于本集出现的疾病或者治疗方法的介绍，还有链接直接到medline等专业网站。

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I spent 4 days watching season 7. And compared with the earlier seasons, it's still very high standard/quality. I used to love Christina for her brilliant. But now i feel like this might lead to one of her weakness as well - she's unwilling to follow the protocal. She thinks too much of her good performance but neglect the importance of the rules of being a relatively junior position. Finally she will learn her lesson by a big failure. I'm worried about Meridith too. Hope she'll be fine in next season.

when we say things like people don't changeit drives scientists crazybecause change is literally the only constant in all of science energy, matterit's always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dyingit's the way people try not to change that's unnatural 我们总想禁锢于从前的绮丽 而不愿意顺其自然 the way we cling to what things were instead of letting what they r我们总想拥抱曾经的美好 而不愿意创造新的记忆the way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones我们总是无视所有科学证据 更愿意相信 相信此生的一切都是永恒的the way we insist on believing, despite every scientific indication, that anything in lifetime is permanent change is constant至于我们怎样体会变化how we experience changethat's up to us 有人感觉宛如死亡般痛苦it can feel like death有人感觉宛如涅槃重生 or it can feel like a second chance of life如果我们不再执着过去if we open our fingers顺其自然…loose our grips, go with it享受新生未来的激动it can feel pure regenerant (这个单词还是没有听出来是什么。。

)我们总会再有机会 like any moment去体会生命中的每一个瞬间we can have another chance of life我们总会再有机会like in any moment享受新生 we can b born all over againP.S 翻译的那个人真太有才了 好美的中文 好美的英文

There's a reason i saidi'd be happy alone.It wasn't 'cause ithought i'd behappy alone.It was because i thoughtif i loved someone...And thent fell apart...I might not make it.It's easier to be alone.Because what if you learn that youneed love... And then you don't have it?What if you like it And lean on it?What if you shape your life aroundit... And then... It falls apart?Can you even survive that kind of pain?Losing love is like organ damage.It's like dying.The only difference is... Death ends.This?It could go on forever.

曾经我也见识过血腥，恐怖，暴力和变态。

cult嘛，限制级嘛不就是。

大腿，胳膊，肠子，一堆血浆..直到实习医生格蕾第7季第三集的那个患者出来我只想说：“我靠！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

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正好小黑和四月来补Goerge和izzie的缺。

又是新五人组了，还挺喜欢这个组合的。

第一集: 大家ptsd的症状都各有不同，接下来的几集都在恢复期吧。

Owen和yang结婚有点草率...不过感觉yang是真爱Owen了... 当bailey望着新五人组+lexie坐在老地方聊天的时候，感觉很奇妙，经历了那么多，兜兜转转还是在同一个地方做同样的事。

calzona要同居了！

(话说不早就同居了么)第二集: arizona让大c挑颜色哈哈哈(不都是一个色么？

)alex吐槽:为什么女人一跟我走近了就会变疯...yang还是没恢复第三集: yang有点一蹶不振了...Amelia上线。

az和大c通过疯狂sex的方法成功把新婚夫妇Owen和yang赶出公寓hhh Lexie和Mark真是每次都是错误时间。。。

yang惊恐的小眼神第四集: 单身的Mark开始影响calzona关系了(原来在az眼里Mark是盯胸狂魔hhh) Alex真的越来越好了。

和az的互动也超可爱。

(lesbian boobs哈哈哈)第五集: 争夺fake one million的一天+假装attending的一天。

Alex真的大放异彩了。

Owen获得资金不意外。

az和大c真的有趣hhh第六集: 纪录片 算是对枪击案的一次了结。

Being a hero has its price. Robbins要去非洲了 callie虽然不情愿 但还是假装情愿的要跟去非洲了(第二次分手要开始了...)第七集: 分手集...第一遍看觉得arizona怎么这么无情残酷无理取闹，但再看发现她做的决定很正确，在一个谁都不该妥协的矛盾里，最好的做法其实就是分开一段时间。

直接妥协的结果肯定会更糟。

Mark的比喻太贴切，callie真的是那种会因为女朋友喜欢大胸就去升罩杯的人hhh第八集: 辞职的Cristina和失恋的大c的奇妙组合。

实打实的俩富婆。

大c的新发型也很神奇hhh(当你对理发师说more of a feeling的时候)

阿拉丁神灯hhh第九集: 当最ambitious最promising的杨成为一个小太妹...以及Sofia之夜...第十集: 一起洗澡可还行...Henry上线。

Derek带杨钓鱼。

callie试图拉拢Alex到骨科但失败哈哈哈。

arizona回来但被关在门外。

(话说这时候是不是jcap去生孩子了...怎么感觉回来胖胖的)第十一集: callie不理arizona，不理有不理的理由，但是也心疼az。

这种谁都没有错，只是命运弄人的感觉太糟了。

yang回归，回归第一天就是枪击案手术，还救杀人犯。

戏剧冲突啊。

第十二集: Arizona回来了，发现她遇到事情就退缩。

Callie told her that she was pregnant.

第十三集: Sofia's heartbeat. Arizona said "my baby". Yang is totally back. Sloan told little Grey.第十四集第十四集: grey老爹又回来了还带了小妈。

lexie命途多舛... sloan要传衣钵给小黑了。

第十五集: 1小时里能干啥。

格蕾其实超适合当chief resident的啊(属于技术和组织双优的)。

Adele老年痴呆症状出现，mer提醒主任还被骂了一通。

杨被选为当Sofia的god mother。

第十六集: 这集很温馨。

Mer的助孕药让她视力模糊，Calzona和Mark三人关系有点complicated，Mark有点略霸道，arizona说的很对，被夹在中间确实很不爽。

杨和欧文又开始为要不要孩子争吵了。

lexie和小黑要开始了。

四月和stark？？？

第十七集: baby shower. Mark和arizona所有意见都不和，Mark像是她俩的大儿子还有点叛逆的那种哈哈哈。

车祸要来了呜呜呜

第十八集: 经典集，虽然车祸真的狗血+歌舞形式(每当快哭了就开唱让我忍不住笑出来...)az和mark的矛盾激化了，这是arizona一直最介意的事，没有法律认可，如果callie不在了，她算什么呢？

杨真的牛，也许altman觉得那是运气，但是那就是实力，教母无疑。

(如果burke在就好了...不得不承认医生和医生之间的差距太大了)金毛救了Sofia...醒来直接yes.(这要是callie死了，az和mark养孩子可就神作了...)

第十九集: Torres和孩子恢复集。

Alex和老太太很好玩，非洲孩要来了，zozo即将上线。

mer把主任老婆换到了实验组，被Alex看到了。

第二十集: 婚礼集。

大概是开了电视剧里同性婚礼的先河？

jcap大概还在产后恢复有点胖胖哈哈哈。

但她俩好甜!!! 胖C老爹也好暖。

领养zola，merder领证。

第二十一集: 竞争住院总白热化。

az跟小zozo那块好可爱。

Mark晋升奶爸。

Derek最好的一点大概就是，对孩子永远很好很好，即使他顽固，非黑即白，大男子主义。

Owen这次说的真没错，yang完全不是组织型人才。

Alex好惨，于是他就犯浑了，他说出来80%出于私心吧，虽然也不能说他做错了。

第二十二集: yang怀孕了...命运弄人，不想要的随便怀上，想要的只能去领养...karev这次真的是过分了，三思而后行啊，四月坐收渔翁之利。

Derek和mer的价值观不同，要再次分手了...每季剧末准没好事...

当Meredith在电梯里对Derek哭着说：What the hell is going on?What's the point?I mean,is there a reason for this?Because if you can think of a reason,any reason at all,why the universe is so screwed up, and random and mean,now would be an amazingly good time to tell me,because I really need some answers.我终于忍不住和她一起崩溃了。

七年了，GA陪伴我已经七年了，生命中最珍贵的七年。

她如一位老友，和我一起成长。

我看着Meredith如何一点点挣扎出母亲的阴影，如何遇到真爱却屡遭不顺，如何凭借天分和努力挣得一席之地，如何与Christina始终彼此信任、不离不弃，如何像无数观众期待的一样，和Derek迈入结婚的殿堂，又如何渐渐成熟、平静与宽容，不再是dark and twisted的姐妹花之一。

这种成长如此缓慢而真实，仿佛就是我们每个人的生活，虽屡遭坎坷，却依然倔强前行。

回顾整整七季的GA，岁月的痕迹如此清晰而温厚，你看着这些医生们从浮躁的毛头小子，到承担起为人夫为人父的责任，看他们如何在遭受打击时借酒浇愁、或是与世隔离，萎靡不振，甚至放弃自己钟爱的专业，是，他们都是普通人，如同你我，在痛苦时流泪或逃避，在受伤后躲藏起来如同野兽，默默舔舐伤口。

对这集忽然搞个歌剧形式非常不满！！！

感觉就是在拖时间！！

最后卡莉没死，小孩也没死！

答应嫁给罗宾！

本以为莱克西会借此机会再跟斯隆在一起！

没有！

最后莱克西还是跟杰克森回家了！

不过我认为，最后的最后，莱克西还是要跟斯隆一起的！

他们爱得太深刻！

中间格蕾跟德瑞克在电梯里面哭的那段，演的非常差！

很怪异！

克里斯丁成功完成手术，挽救卡莉生命脑袋，最后被奥特曼说她不听话，以后不再带她！

奥特曼什么时候忽然变成这样一个古板自大的导师了？

为什么！

我猜测后面克里斯丁会用自己的能力学习！

对这集忽然搞个歌剧形式非常不满！！！

我是一个喜欢一蹴而就的人，在这部剧一集一集更新的时候我没有看直到剧荒了，才敢拿出来，一次一季痛快的看下去。

很多次都想把看剧的感想写出来，比如Izzie得了肿瘤，比如发现mer只是个broke girl而终于不讨厌主角，比如Yang和Owen结婚。。。

但都因为自己的拖延症和新剧情的开展抛到脑后。

直到这一季，Callie与Robbins结婚。

其实Callie第一次出现的时候我并不喜欢她，觉得她长得太壮，又莫名其妙的为George疯狂，两个人还跑去拉斯维加斯冲动结婚。

虽然是牛掰的骨科医生，家境又富有，但还是觉得，她内心充满了自卑。

插入grey他们的团体中，显得有点不协调。

第一次爱上她是George死的时候。

当她得知消息时，悲伤让她无法喘息。

即使George背叛了她，即使那时候她已经是les，她对George的感情还是那么深刻。

要怎样爱一个人，才能在他离去的时刻痛到无法呼吸？

这就是Callie，她的爱一直那么直接又真挚，毫无保留的全部付出。

直到她跟Robins在一起，她还是那么毫无保留，那么迁就Robbins。

以至于我一直觉得Robbins爱她不够，最终总会伤了她。

当Robbins得了那个什么据说了不起的奖，要去非洲。

Callie二话不说就决定了，放下现在的一切，跟她一起去非洲。

可是这姐妹儿压根不领情，还在机场跟人家分手了，次奥！

当时真想让她去非洲别回来了好了！！！

Mark说的对，太多女人为了爱别人丢了自己，去隆胸，去隆屁股，去自己不喜欢的城市，做自己不喜欢的事情。

But Callie deserves way better.然后Robbins又回来了，Callie不再任由她左右自己，没有将伤痛埋在心里独自承受，而是勇敢表达，坚持自己和内心的想法。

然后和好，还怀了Mark的孩子（这里不禁要吐槽一下，贵圈真乱！！！

Mark绝对是个够格的好朋友，可是friends with benefits？

come on）然后两人要结婚了。

出车祸这段很感人，但也很跳戏，搞得跟蹩脚音乐剧一样。

所以基本可以忽略。

婚礼上，我看到这个女孩，自信满满，幸福快乐。

有爱人，有孩子，有知己。

Wish you a life happily ever after.

episode1 With You I'm Born Again.op:Every cell in human body regenerates,on average,7 years.Like snakes,in our own way,we shed our skin.Biologically,we're brand-new people.We may look the same.We probably do.The change isn't visible,at least not most of us.But we're all changed,completely,forever.But it's normal,I mean,it's a biological imperative(应激性的) change.ed:When we say things like'people don't change',it drives scientists crazy.Because change is literally the only constant in all science.Energy,matter,is always changing,morphing,merging,growing,dying...It's the way people trying not to change that's natural, the way we cling to what things were instead of letting them be what they are, the way we cling to our memories instead of forming new ones, the way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that everything in this lifetime is permenent.Change is constant.How we experience change that's up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance of life.If we open our fingers,loosen our grips,go with it,it can feel like pure adrenaline.Like at any moment,we can have another chance at life.Like at any moment,we can be born all over again.episode2 Shock to the System.op:They say lightening never strikes twice,but that's a myth. It doesn't happen often. Lightening usually gets it right the first time. When you're hit with 30,000 amps(安培) of electricity,you feel it. It can make you forget who you are. It can burn you,blind you,stop your heart, and cause massive internal injuries. But for something that happens in only a millisecond,it can change your life forever.ed:Lightening doesn't often strike twice. It's a once-in-a-lifetime thing. Even if it feels like the shock is coming over and over again. Eventually,the pain will go away,the shock will wear off, and you start to heal yourself, to recover from something you never saw coming. If you're in just the right place, at just the right time, you can take a hell of hit, and still have a shot at surviving.episode3 Super Freak.op:Most of surgeons grew up being freaks. When other kids play outside,we holed up in our rooms, memorizing the periodic table(元素周期表),huddling for hours over our junior microscope, dissecting our first frogs. Imagine how surprised and relievied we were,when we grew up and found out there were others out there,just as freaky as we were. Same microscope,same dead frogs,same inexplicable(莫名的) urge to take human beings apart.April:Stop,okay?I'm a virgin,yes.So what? It's not something i talk about,okay? We all have things we don't talk about.Alex,you're been afraid of the elevator for,like,a month,but i never said anything because it's none of my business. And Jackson,you wake up every night screaming, because you have nightmares. And,Meredith,you don't talk about Christina because you're afraid she's never gonna be the same Christina again. And,Lexie...for god's sake,Mark never thought you're a psycho.He loves you! That's why he stares at you,because he can't keep his eyes off the woman he loves. Of course,he's never saying anything,'cause he doesn't feel like he can. Look,we all have stuff we don't talk about.I am a 28-year-old virgin,mainly because I wanted my first time to be special. And then,I waited too long,and partially because I'm pretty sure guys find me annoying.I'm a virgin.That does't make it drinks conversation.We all have stuff we don't talk about!//我好喜欢看April和Lexie freak out...ed:Nobody chooses to be a freak. Most people don't even realize they're a freak until it's way too late to change it. But no matter how much of a freak you end up being,chances are, there's still someone out there for you. Unless,of course,they've already moved on... Because when it comes to love,even freaks can't wait forever.episode4 Can't Fight Biology.op:Biology determines much of the way we live. From the moment we were born,we know how to breathe and eat. As we grow older,new instincts kick in. We become territorial. We learn to compete. We seek shelter. Most important of all,we reproduce(繁衍后代). Sometimes biology can turn on us,though. Yeah,biology sucks sometimes.Lexie:No,you know what? I've been a total bitch to April all day because of you. You know that? You worry about April,you let her have Izzie's room,you talk to her about your doctor's appointments, and I went crazy. Alex ditched me in a psych ward,Mark slept with Derek's sister, and now I find myself relating to the crazy,jealous lady who drives into laudromats!Meredith:Lexie,I had a miscarriage that day. April was there. That's why she knows about my doctor's appointment. And I did know that Mark slept with Amy,but I didn't think you cared. I can never tell what the hell is going on with you two. And as far as the psych ward goes,you were not alone. I sat by your bedside for 36 hours while you slept. You're not crazy,Lexie. You're a Grey. :)ed:Our D.N.A doesn't account for all of us,though.(基因并不能解释我们的一切.) We're human. Life changes us. We develop new traits,become less territorial. We stop competing. We learn from out mistakes. We face our greatest fears. For better or worse,we find ways to become more than our biology. The risk,of course,is that we can change too much to the point we don't recognize ourselves. Finding our way back can be difficult. There's no compass,no map. We just have to close our eyes,take a step,and hope to God we'll get there. episode5 Almost Grown.op:They train doctors slowly. They watch us practice on frogs and pigs and dead people and then live people. They drill us relentlessly, they raise us like children and eventually they take a cold, hard boot and they kick us out of the nest.ed:We're so busy trying to get out of that nest that we don't think about the fact that it's going to be cold out there...really freaking cold. Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind. And by the time we stand on our own two feet, we are standing there alone.episode6 These Arms of Mine.op:Seattle Grace Mercy West Hospital, home to some of the finest, most influential doctors in the country. Several months ago a gunman roamed these halls, leaving eleven people dead and even more injured. Today we visit the survivors, their patients, their triumphs, and their disappointments. This is Seattle Grace Mercy West, road to recovery.ed:None.episode7 That's Me Trying.op:When was the last time a complete stranger took offer clothes in front of you, pointed to a big purple splotch on her back, and asked, "What the hell is this thing?" If you're a normal person, the answer is, hopefully never. If you're a doctor, the answer is, probably, about 5 minutes ago. People expect doctors to have all of the answers. The truth is, we love to think that we have all of the answers. Basically, doctors are know-it-alls until, something comes along to remind us that we're not.ed:We're all looking for answers...in medicine...in life...in everything. Sometimes the answers we're looking for are hiding just below the surface. Other times we find answers when we didn't even realize we were asking a question. Sometimes the answers can catch us completely by surprise. And sometimes, even when we find the answer we've been looking for, we're still left with a whole hell of a lot of questions.episode8 Something's Gotta Give.op:The human body is a highly pressurized system. The blood pressure measures the force of blood pulsating through the body. It's important to keep this pressure regulated. Low or inadequate pressure an cause weakness or failure. It's when the pressure gets too high that problems really occur. If the pressure continues to increase, a closer examination is called for because it's the best indicator that something is going terribly wrong. Bailey:Eat when you can,sleep when you can,and don't screw with the pancreas(胰腺).ed:Every pressurized system needs a relief valve. There has to be a way to reduce the stress, the tension, before it becomes too much to bare. There has to be a way to find relief because if the pressure doesn't find a way out, it will make one. It will explode. It's the pressure we put on ourselves that's the hardest to bare. The pressure to be better then we already are. The pressure to be better than we think we can be. It never ever lets up. It just builds and builds and builds.episode9 Slow Night, So Long.op:We doctors take pride in the fact that we can basically sleep standing up, anytime, anywhere. But, it's a false pride because the truth is after twenty hours without sleep you might as well just come to work drunk, doctor or not. So it's no wonder that fatal medical errors increase at night when we doctors are proudly sleeping on our feet. Recently our communal pride has been shattered and our egos have been wounded by new laws that require we sleep all day before we work all night. We are not happy about it. But, as someone who might need medical care, you really should be.Teddy:You're married.You don't get to have an opinion about my pathetic forays into Internet dating. ed:Under the cover of darkness, people do things they never do under the harsh glare of day. Decisions feel wiser. People feel older. But, when the sun rises, you have to take responsibility for what you did in the dark. And face yourself under the cold harsh light of day.episode10 Adrift and at Peace .op:Meredith: The goal of any surgery is total recovery - to come out better than you were before. Some patients heal quickly and feel immediate relief. For others the healing happens gradually, and it's not until months or even years later that you realize you don't hurt anymore. So the challenge after any surgery is to be patient. But if you can make it through the first weeks and months, if you believe that healing is possible, then you can get your life back. But that's a big if.ed:The first 24 hours after surgery are critical. Every breath you take, every fluid you make, is meticulously reported and analyzed. Celebrated or mourned. But what about the next 24 hours? What happens with that first day turns to two and weeks turn into months? What happens when the immediate danger has passed, when the machines are disconnected and the teams of doctors and nurses are gone? Surgery is when you get saved, but post-op, after surgery, is when you heal. But, what if you don't?episode11 Disarm.op:To a degree, medicine is a science...but I would argue that it's also an art. The doctors who see medicine as a science only, you don't want them by your side when you're bleeding won't stop or when your child is screaming in pain. The clinicians go by the book. The artists follow their guts. The artists feel your pain and they go to extremes to make it stop. Extreme measures. That's where science ends and art begins.ed: Surgery is extreme. We cut into your body, take out pieces, and put what's left back together. Good thing life doesn't come with a scalpel because if it did, when things started to hurt, we would just cut and cut and cut. The thing is what we take away with a scalpel we can't ever get back. So, like a said, good thing.episode12 Start Me Up.op:People are really romantic about the beginnings of things. Fresh start. Clean slate. A world of possibility. But no matter what adventure you're embarking on, you're still you. You bring you into every new beginning in your life, so how different can it possibly be.Callie: My lack of interest in seeing you is not a strategy. I'm not playing hard to get. I don't want to see you because I turned my life upside down for you and you walked away because for a week I was cranky. You're untrustworthy, so I don't want to see you. You're self-centered, so I don't want to see you. I am a hundred percent certain that if I let you back in my life again you will hurt me again, so I don't want to see you. This isn't a ploy. I'm not pouting. I don't want you in my life. Get your crap out of my apartment.ed:It's all anybody wants, right? Clean slate. A new beginning. Like that's gonna be any easier. Ask the guy pushing the boulder up the hill. Nothing's easy about starting over. Nothing at all.episode13 Don't Deceive Me(Please Don't Go).op:Doctors practice deception all the time. We give vague answers to hard questions. We don't talk about post-op pain. We say you'll experience some discomfort. If you didn't die, we tell you the surgery went well, but the placebo has to be the doctor's greatest deception. Half of our patients we tell the other truth ... the other half, we pray the placebo effect's real. And we tell ourselves that they'll feel better anyhow, believing help's on the way, when, in fact, we're leaving them to die.ed:Doctors practice deception every day — on our patients, on their families. But the worst deception we practice is on ourselves. Which is why sometimes it takes us a while to realize that the truth has been in front of us the whole time.episode14 P.Y.T. (Pretty Young Thing).op:One of the hardest lessons as a doctor is learning to prioritize(分清主次). We're trained to do all we can to save life and limb, but, if cutting off a limb, means saving a life, we learn to do it without hesitation. It's not an easy lesson to learn, and it always comes down to one question, "what are the stakes?" What do we stand to gain or lose? At the end of the day, we're just gamblers trying not to bet the farm.ed:Surgery is a high stakes game. But no matter how high the stakes, sooner or later, you're just going to have to go with your gut, and, maybe just maybe, that'll take you right where you were meant to be in the first place.episode15 Golden Hour.op:How much can you actually accomplish in an hour? Run an errand maybe, sit in traffic, get an oil change. When you think about it an hour isn't very long. Sixty minutes. Thirty-six hundred seconds. That's it. In medicine, though, an hour is often everything. We call it the golden hour. That magical window of time that can determine whether a patient lives or dies.ed:An hour, one hour, can change everything forever. An hour can save your life. An hour can change your mind. Sometimes an hour is a gift we give ourselves. For some, an hour can mean almost nothing. For others, an hour makes all the difference in the world. But in the end, it's still just an hour, one of many,many more to come. Sixty minutes. Thirty-six hundred seconds. That's it. Then it starts all over again. And who knows what the next hour might hold.episode16 Not Responsible.op:Everyone figures doctors are the most responsible people they know. They hold lives in their hands. They're not flakes. They don't lose track of important details or make stunningly bad judgment calls. 'Cause that would be bad, right?ed:We are responsible with our patients. The problem is we blow it all out at work. In our own lives, we can't think things through. We don't make the sound choice. We did that all day at the hospital. When it comes to ourselves, we've got nothing left. And is it worth it—being responsible? Because if take your vitamins and pay your taxes and never cut the line, the universe still gives you people to love and then lets them slip through your fingers like water, and what've you got? Vitamins and nothing.episode17 This Is How We Do It.op:Renegades, rule-breakers, gangsters with scalpels. This is the way we like to think of ourselves. It makes us feel badass, sexy. Problem is it's not exactly true. At heart, we're rule followers, sheep. We don't break protocol. We follow it to a "T." Because if we don't follow protocol, our patients die, and then we're no longer badass. We're just bad.ed:It's every doctor's dilemma. Do you play it safe and follow protocol? Or take a risk and invent a new one? There can be reward in risk. There can also be fallout. Still you need to book the system every once in a while. Bet big. And when you get the results you want, there's no better feeling in the world, but when you don't...episode18 Song Beneath The Song.op:The brain is the human body's most mysterious organ. It learns. It changes. It adapts. It tells us what we see, what we hear. It lets us feel love. I think it holds our soul. And no matter how much research we do, no one can really say how all that delicate grey matter inside our skull works. And, when it's hurt, when the human brain is traumatized, well, that's when it gets even more mysterious.episode19 It's a Long Way Back.op:After a trauma, your body is at its most vulnerable. Response time is critical. So you're suddenly surrounded by people—doctors, nurses, specialists, technicians—surgery is a team sport. Everyone pushing for the finish line. Putting you back together again. But surgery is a trauma in and of itself, and once it's over, the real healing begins. It's called recovery. Recovery is not a team sport. It's a solitary distance run. It's long. It's exhausting. And it's lonely as hell.ed:The length of your recovery is determined by the extent of your injuries. And it's not always successful. No matter how hard we work at it. Some wounds might never fully heal. You might have to adjust to a whole new way of living. Things may have changed too radically to ever go back to what they were. You might not even recognize yourself. It's like you haven't recovered anything at all. You're a whole new person with a whole new life.episode 20 White Wedding.op:Diseases. Toxins. Our bodies encounter dangers all the time. Just beneath the surface hidden. Whether you realize it or not, your body is constantly protecting itself. Every time you blink your eye, you wash away thousands of unwanted microbes. Breathe in too much unwanted pollen, and you sneeze. The body detects the invader. It releases its white blood cells, and it attacks.ed:Just when we think we figured things out, the universe throws us a curveball. So, we have to improvise. We find happiness in unexpected places. We find ourselves back to the things that matter the most. The universe is funny that way. Sometimes it just has a way of making sure we wind up exactly where we belong.episode 21 I Will Survive.op:We've all heard the saying. It's one of those things you learn in seventh grade science class. Adapt or die. Adapting isn't easy though. You have to fight your competition and off their attacks. And sometimes, you have to kill. You do what you need to do to survive.ed:Adapt or die. As many times as we've heard it, the lesson doesn't get easier. The problem is we're human. We want more than just to survive. We want love. We want success. We want to be the best that we can be. So, we fight like hell to get those things. Anything else feels like death.episode 22 | Unaccompanied Minor.op:I always said I'd be happier alone. I have my work, my friends, but someone in your life all the time? More trouble than it's worth. Apparently, I got over it.ed:There is a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasnt because I thought I would be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love? And then you don't have it. What if you like it? And lean on it? What if you shape your life around it? And then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is, death ends. This? It could go on forever...